Ive lost, after all my hard work, all the rumors I had started, and all the smack talk I said to Squeaky. My parents are going to beat me. No one would ever expect me to have this kind of a life... and they cant know if any one found out about my real life it would be the end of me. So like the innocent little girl i am hold back my tears look at the girl whose life i would kill to have and smile. Making sure no one would ever realize that i the most perfect girl in the world am not so perfect after all.